My best friend perished in a vehicle crash 7 years ago. No one found her phone. A SMS from her number arrived last night. A photo of us giggling during her 16th birthday. I typed “Who is this?” We saw 3 dots. I froze when told, “Check your”
Looking at the message, my palms trembled. “Check your…” I waited but got nothing. Typing halted. I threw my locked phone on the bed like it was burning me.
Unable to sleep. My imagination raced through various possibilities, including a nasty joke, swindle, or other possibilities. I couldn’t shake my gut instinct. Nobody had that photo online. She took it with her phone, so no one else had it. Only two of us that day.
At 2:34 AM, curiosity won. I grabbed my phone again. The message remained. I enlarged the shot. The mirror behind us showed a reflection I hadn’t observed before. A date. Her bedroom mirror contained a sticky note. Her handwriting read: “July 5 – library box.”
Catching my breath. July 5 was following week.
In high school, “library box” was our secret code. We kept small notes in a free community library stand at Elm and Greystone. We termed it a “time capsule.” We never discovered it, nor did our parents.
I hadn’t visited in years. Now I had to return.
Next morning, I skipped work. I drove straight to the old area and parked near the white-painted wooden stand. Paint was flaking. Vintage cookbooks and romance romances filled the interior. I examined every crevice.
I saw an envelope behind a thick gardening magazine. Pale blue. We used it. Front: my name.
My heart thumps. Hands shaking, I opened it.
A folded note and a tiny plastic charm—her beloved dolphin keychain, always on her backpack—were inside. Her penmanship was clear on the note.
“You’re reading this, so something happened. Last night’s dream was horrible. Extremely terrible. Dreamed I wouldn’t survive summer. Please don’t stress out, but I wanted to give you this in case. Please preserve my memory. Please keep laughing.”
Sitting on the curb, I was stunned. Her written fantasy was never shared to me. As for the dolphin keychain… Thought it was lost in the crash.
I returned the message to the envelope, locked it in the glovebox, and drove home. The next couple days, I checked my phone. Nothing. Stop texting.
July 5 arrived.
I got another SMS that night. Same number.
Did you find it?
I remained silent. I had a racing heart. Another reply said, “I knew you would.”
Looking at the television, tears came. The person in question knew too much.
I left one more thing. You deserve honesty. Visit the cabin. The attic.”
A cabin.
She and her family owned a modest Lake Willow cabin. We had spent summers there swimming, singing, and chasing fireflies. After the accident, her parents sold it, and I hadn’t thought about it in years.
I checked the listing. New owners. The place became an Airbnb by chance. Weekend availability.
Booked it.
Arriving outside the wooden porch, everything was so familiar it hurt. Memories flooded in as I walked slowly. Few changes were made by the new owners. The green couch remained. Clacking floorboards near the kitchen continued.
I entered the attic with a flashlight. Dusty, crates stacked high. I didn’t know what I was looking for until I saw it—a small, corroded metal tin. It has L&S scratched on top.
I opened.
Inside were polaroids. Swimming, dancing, her giggling with a popsicle. A cassette was included. It says, “If I’m Gone – Play Me.”
I had trouble finding a cassette player. I ultimately borrowed one from town’s antique shop.
Her voice cracked when I played.
“Hey… If you’re hearing this, something happened. Unsure how, but I feel it in my gut. You always said I had a strange sixth sense. Maybe I did.”
She chuckled. That gentle laugh I hadn’t heard in years.
I require your knowledge. On the night of the accident, I didn’t tell you everything. I lied.”
I froze.
I was not alone in the automobile. There was another. He wanted no one to know we were dating. Said it would ‘complicate things.’ I concealed it. I should not have.”
Her voice shook.
We fought. I told him I’d stop sneaking. He texted while driving. Screamed. Everything turned black.”
Dropped the player.
Police believed she had lost control for years. No one found her phone. Nobody mentioned anyone else.
Picking up the tape again, my heart raced.
“If something happens to me,” she said, “his name is Carter Blake. He’ll Lie. He always lies. He was there.”
My stomach sank.
Carter Blake. The name didn’t mean anything to me. But now I knew. He ran for city council. Across the news. Respected. Polished. Everyone adored him.
I dimly recall him. Two years older than us. Driven a black Mustang. He flirted with her at events. But I never imagined they interacted.
I drove home with the tape, nauseous.
Next morning, I did her thing. I duplicated the tape. I sent the local paper one anonymously. Another to police. Finally, to Carter Blake.
I wrote “You forgot something.” Her voice.”
A week passed. Then two.
News broke.
Blake withdrew from the race. Saying “personal reasons.” But the paper published an unsubstantiated but devastating story. Leaked audio linked him to a fatal crash from years before. Authorities reopened the probe.
My phone buzzed again at night.
Same number.
“Thank you.”
“Was it really you?”
No response.
Just one last text shortly later.
“Now laugh again.”
I sat silently, crying. I hadn’t laughed recently. Not really.
She vanished. Not forgotten.
Truth finally emerged. Not for retribution. Through love. By loyalty.
Number never texted me again.
But I lived again. I visited her old spots. I wrote about her. I even chuckled at our old inside joke about the squirrel who took our Lake Willow chips.
I received an envelope months later. Absent return address. A snapshot of myself from the cabin weekend was inside. Pictured from behind through the attic window.
Should have been afraid. But I wasn’t.
Love sometimes leaves a mark. A soul-bond that endures death.
I might not have been texted by her. Maybe someone found her phone. They didn’t share our passcode, the dolphin keychain, or her recorded voice tone.
Her truth was told, anyway. I finally let go of my guilt at missing her that night.
The twist? Mom contacted me the morning the piece ran in the paper. We hadn’t talked in years.
“I always knew you’d find a way to speak for her,” she wrote. “Thank you for loving my daughter.”
We met. We wept. We laughed. Near the old library box, we planted a tree. A little plaque below reads, “For L – May the truth always bloom.”
This taught me that some friendships are soul-deep. They continue beyond funerals and lost phones. They echo. They wait. Sometimes they text.
Talk about your lost loved one. Share their tale. Not sure, but they may be listening.
If this tale moved you, tell someone who needs a sign. Like I said.